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Things I would like to do with you before I leave you
I would like to do it all with you before I leave you. I would like to live this life entire with you, before we leave one another. I would spend my every morning with you, our friendship renewed each day with hot sunshine streaming through open windows with white linen curtains. ‘Til we are white-haired and slow. Your eyes will always be young. I ( Read more... ) -
needle in the hay
He was just a local guy. Cute, but it never registered. He's part of a group of people who aren't my people. He's maybe judging me. Subconscious: "but he is dreamy, isn't he?"
FF two or three years later, and I'm walking into the local dive bar, a little nervous but pretty excited that after this past couple weeks of talking and hanging out, he ( Read more... ) -
Willful insomnia
Wow. I'm so dead inside I can't even find beauty in words.
Hey, I tried.
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Here's to the surgeons!
It's ok to drink a whole bottle of wine the night before your mom's newly discovered cancer surgery which will be following an unrelated, unexpected, emotionally traumatic emergency hernia surgery during which she almost died. That is not a question.
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FIRE WALK WITH ME
Twin Peaks, man. This show is just one big 'what the fuuuuuuck?' and I LOVE IT. -
The intangible tangible man
Oh, life. Since childhood I dreamt up and fine tuned my image of a man who couldn't exist. But in January; you dumped him into my lap like a bowling ball. he was bound to his soul mate, which I thought was your mean trick on me, but I was happy enough just to know that if he could exist in this world, there could be others, even if less brightly ( Read more... ) -
5:37 am
An insect, bee-sized in ferocity and abruptness suddenly awakens you by snapping its wings to "GO!" in between your head and the pillow you've been dreaming on for 6 hours. It must have been trapped for a while, and in a panic it suddenly finds it has enough room to buzz them, buzz you, awake in a fit of commanding escape.
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So frustrated.
Why is Hannah always there? Always, never not. Can't I get a day alone with my boyfriend?
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manos
Do you ever think about someone you used to know, who you never see anymore, but you can still remember every detail about their hands? I can remember every one of my ex's hands perfectly, my grandmothers', grandathers', almost every one of my friends' ever.... It's nice, I can see them so perfectly it's like being with them again for a moment.
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There was a murder-suicide a couple days ago at this castle that resides near my hometown. I used to go there on solitary walks or to trail run early mornings before work, and no matter how many times I went I always felt uneasy, vulnerable. It was the perfect setting for something surreal. Yet it was beautiful. And, admittedly I challenged myself ( Read more... )